koh hui lin is officially 19 years old!!!
OMFG!!!
im so happy XDXD
hyung junsu n youngyoung surprised me a lot today!! i mean ytd!!!!
i dunno how but they managed to hid my prezzie in sheena's bag(quite huge) n i din realise at all!!!

we agreed to all call jan at 11.58 to conference to count down to my bday XD
jan called me at ard 11.54 n the 4 of us conference called. i was in my room tt time. at 12, they sang me bday song n the most amazing thing happened!!!

after 2 lines, the line was cut off but i still hear them singing. i went 'hello??? hello???????' cuz i hear them, but their voices were so muffled!!

den i heard noices outside.

the 3 of them were standing outside my door singing with the cutest cake in their hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!
im so touched n speechless!!
thank u gals!
OMG IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was so surprised!! n i was in my UGLIEST slping attire T.T they were conspiring bout this plan for the whole day n i din suspect anything -_-
yall v pro hor! now tt i think back, there were many loop holes but they covered it all up so pro-ily!
i haven recover from the shock though it happened more than 6 hrs ago XD

im so touched!!!

after that we went to the playgrd near the twins' hse n played some games(shadnt elaborate cuz quite bimbo XD)

den played games at their hse. now they've all fallen aslp. they must be super tired!! still pei me till sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo LATE!!!!

touched >.<
yall rocks!!!!!

meeting hai n gang at 12 later. i'm still wide awake, even after the wine n whiskey.
im even more awake than usual sia. eyes FULLY open!

shall force myself to slp soon!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

6:16 AM,
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before it's too late.. few minutes left..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIAN!!!!
my 7 years pal!!!!
u look super GORGEOUS here!!!


11:51 PM,
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went out with frens juz now.



cy is so fast!! he uploaded pics onto his blog already!

met cy at 5 to go bugis for shopping. he bought super nice white skinnies n cardigan!! nice nice!


went v8 to eat after that. ordered dory citrus n him salmon citrus. the sauce tasted lik some fake orange juice(cy's description). we laughed when we took the 1st bite so it was lik eating a piece of fish mixed in fake orange juice xD


but it's quite nice if u get use to the taste after a few bites XD

met zinc after that n roamed ard the whole of bugis XD we even roamed at the cinema laughing n crapping bout the posters xD

after tt we went esplanade to meet henrick n cai who were romancing at Harry's bar or sth.
we walked to cartel for some icecream n took some pictures.


zinczinc cy n i at esplanade. so long since i last went out with zinc! we cracked lotsa old jokesXD SUPER FUN! we can go on n on crapping randomly n laugh continuously even at the stupidest thing. zinc zinc cgu mo hui lai yao yuan de feng~~~ (did i get the lyrics right?)

zinc look so cute here!! she was trying to hide from cam but failed xD



1:18 AM,
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HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!




2:51 AM,
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i juz watched one of my all time favourite movie




4:21 AM,
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Where to Santa's Elves come from?


my answer:

they are actually naughty kids who were kidnapped by Santa, who pulled them out of their beds by the ears during Christmas. All the boys were forced to take some kinda anti-puberty pill that stopped their growth n forced to work for Santa.

the girls??

they take oestrogen pills n

POOF!~!!!

heh yes i am very bored.

1:23 AM,
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outdated post XD

some photos of junsu youngyoung n zhiyang's bday bash

BLACK & WHITE MASQUERADE

everyone's supposed to be in black n white n wear a mask. i think everyone's too shy to put on their mask when they came XD

whoever laugh/move 1st lose. i won ahduh~~
OG ppl n desmond. ages since i last say him!

joween hyung n i
SUPERGLUED!
GORY (Greenie-jan, Orangie-sherm(no orange so use blue), Reddie-hui, Yellowie- sheena)




5:36 AM,
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WA! have to record this down!





20 DEC 2007

the 1st time i enter a club!

heh XD

4:55 AM,
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wa! met a super irritating guy in skul today!

ok the story goes lik this...

me sherm n sheena had to hand in ibm assignment by 3pm today.
we were chionging the essay on the train to clementi n we were left with a few paragraphs to finish when we reached skul.
so we went up the lecture hall where our lecturer is in to look for a bench n chiong do the essay till 3, when his lesson ends

there were no empty table but 1 of the benches was occupied by onli one guy, so we ask whether there're anyone sitting there, den sat.

forgot hu, but think sherm asked whether he was waiting for lecture to end as well den he said yes. after tt we see him lik keep looking at watch lik needa rush off, so we hao xin wanted to help him

so i hao xingly asked 'hey u need us to help u hand in?' he went 'huh?' den i went on'cuz we'll be staying here till he comes out'
den a ridiculous ans came out from his mouth 'wei se mo? ni men yao kan ar?'

HELLO?!


HELLO! HELLO HELLO!!!
YOHOOO




WAD THE



hu wan to copy?!
i went 'mei you la' den he turned away. or sth lik tt



im lik URGH!!!!! there are MORE THAN 10 FREAKING QUESTIONS to choose from!!!
how i noe which question u doing! i dun even noe u! pure heartedly n kindly wan to help u cuz u let us share ur bench n we were grateful.

all of us were lik URGH!






not a v big matter. but but.
i feel so WRONGED!!!
my most hated thing is to be MISUNDERSTOOD!
URGH! HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO!!!



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i dunno y but it seems lik i'm often misunderstood!
when i speak, many times ppl thought i meant sth else, which is often sth bad
maybe cuz i speak b4 i think when i'm tired. or cuz the words i use are subjective? i dunno la.

1:43 AM,
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cousin showed me this video ytd



it's my ah gong!! i missed him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was quite happy but sad at the same time when watching. v kek sim. din noe tt my cousin took vid of him..
he was v skinny alr when they took this


showed my mum n she was smiling but her eyes were red T.T
din noe whether to show her at 1st
but i hope i did the right thing.
i think she would wan to see the vid




ah gong~

12:56 AM,
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1st time i watch this mv

Christina Aguilera - Hurt



LYRICS..

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

watched the mv again after i noe the lyrics
she sang this song after her dad passed away
there's so much sadness in this song


have nv cried so much for a song b4

nice song T.T

8:49 PM,
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hailing introduced me to this site!

Lets101 - Free Online Dating Network

i think it's quite true. in fact, very true


12:14 AM,
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went to look back at some of my friendster comments.

i've changed a lot. din noe i changed so much


i prefer the old me

12:07 AM,
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have driving lessons later in the morning. it's 3.30 n i'm still here XD

juz thinking... y so many things in my life clashes XD e.g family gathering, dinner with close frens, skul...

supposed to go have dinner with besties today but coincidently, it was mummy's off day. she seldom get off days, maybe twice or thrice a month, n when she does, she whips up our fave dishes. i dun wish to disappoint her


it feels really really bad to have to say 'no i'm not coming'
i dun lik the disappointment it leads to
but things always clash,
n i'll have to choose.
it's impossible to make both sides happy

its quite tiring



but besties, thanks for understanding me when i couldnt make it for outings! cai cai!! thanks u sooo much.. u must be thinking 'mo ming qi miao'
i was expecting u to nag at me when u called me juz now XD
but u din!! instead, u spoke v normally n went 'ok ba' 'nvm' 'byebye!' etc
it meant so much to me
cuz i was feeling so guilty initially
n u saved me!




i think tt having frens are super super impt. every human needs frens.
i dun believe in having many many frens. those all not frens.
frens are those hu understands u, n MC wad u wanna say juz by looking at ur hand gestures, n noes wad u're thinking juz by looking at the direction tt u r looking at
frens r always there for u when u need them, be it deciding which dress to buy, or when u're sad etc

little things tts frens do makes a huge difference


dear frens, thanks for everything..
even if its juz a really really small action, it shows tt u care XD
im so fortunate to hav u guys ard!



HEAAA i suck at explaining n expressing things. the many feelings n gratitude in me now..
there many words in my mind, but i cant string them up..
i'll juz keep them in me

3:23 AM,
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i've rebonded my hair juz now! but. v straight lah!! it's too straight!!
i went from super thick hair to no hair XDXDXD
shall try to volumize it using wax or sth XDXD
but it was v cheap! 70 bucks! nahahahaha

sherm coming back tml! i mean today!!!

1:20 AM,
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LOL!!!!


part 1


part 2


3:23 AM,
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FINALLY!!! went out with g6 n guys on saturday after so many years!!! can u believe it?? the last time all 7 of us went out together was went we get back for O LEVEL results!!! thats lik 3 YEARS AGO!!!!!
my gosh!

there was SOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN!! shopping with hai is great!!! ii'm broke now T.T

went to orchard to get prezzies for cy n yue with hai n we shun bian did some shopping heh =X
bought make up stores vouchers n queued at donut factory for yue! as for cy, we din buy anything in the end cuz we really dunno wad to buy!!! n the things tt we wanted to buy are way out of budget T.T

we went to hk cafe n crapped lik no one's business! i sat there for hrs without ordering anything XD

walked ard at marina square n took hrs to decide where to have our dinner XD tian came after that!! i haven seen her for ages!! missed her terribly!
after tt, we decided to dine at ichican boshi!!!
shared chicken katsu don, cha soba n some sushi with hai. IT"S SUPERB!!!

after that tian n ed went hm n the rest of us went hotel rendevous n camwhored quite a lot there XD photos soon! after i get them from yue!

after that, we went to the kopitiam nearby n shared a plate of carrot cake though we were all full (fat!)
crapped a lot again. SUPER FUN!! den we began talking bout religions spirits n stuff. v interesting but spooked us so much tt none of us dare to go hm ourselves XD

cai's parents came n fetch her n yue while hai, cy n i shared cab hm.
was really scared so we decided to pei each other to our doorstep! alighted at hai's hse n sent her all the way to her doorstep. after tt, cy n i headed towards my hse on foot. there wasnt any cab near hai's hse!! her neighbourhood is really v spooky. it's near a forest n v deserted n dark..

so we ended up walking to my block.. although we din say anything, i can few tt both of us were quite scared especially went we were walking past an area near my hse. where someone took a photo of P. the photo was published everywhere on news recently. i could feel tt our footsteps were a little faster n the feeling was tense. cy did u feel that???

thankfully, cy sent me to my doorstep XD poor him have to go home himself T.T he walked home despite hai n my countless persuasion for him to take a cab home -_-

anyway, SATURDAY WAS REALLY FUN!!!! REALLY HAPPY!!!!LOVE U PEEPS!!!!
my best friends!!!!! it's been 7 years!!!!!! WOW!


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2 of my relatives from china came over to visit us on sat. they're siblings, the gal is borned in the same yr as me but older n her brother is a few yrs older than me.
but guess wad? i'm their aunt!!! weird feeling XD i still dunno their names yet though cuz i dun really noe my relatives in china. the family over there is quite big!
anyway, the gal calls me jie jie! :D as for the guy, we juz hello-ed each other XD shall try to noe them better the next time i see them!!

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25 more days to becoming 19. dunno whether to be happy or not XD


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i think i'll be rebonding my hair tml!! if not, wed!!



that's all! bb!!

2:42 AM,
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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY
SHEENA n SHERMAINE GOH!!!!


alert looking one - sherm
blur looking one - sheena



we cooked a feast for her!! hyung n broth did most of the job cuz i really cant cook XD
the home made mush soup was superb!!!!

on fri, hyung n i 'toured' the whole skul to search for empty rooms to take videos for the twins.. laughed lik mad n really rolled on floor laughing when we were brainstorming for things to include in the vid lol! changed venue a couple of times cuz ppl came in XD

hope they lik the vid!

2:17 AM,
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WOAH!!! i thot tt there was something wrong with blogspot cuz i couldnt change the color n font of my entry since v long ago...
n my entries are ALL in super boring white font n the onli thing i cld do was tp bold some of the words.
n i juz realise tt it's bcuz i'm at the 'edit html' tab instead of 'compose'


3:39 AM,
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FINALLY!!!! after months of rantings...

I HAVE A NEW BLOGSKIN!!!!!



oh my gosh the editing of template is SOOOOOOO tedious!
everything i see is sooo blurry! SUPER TIRED

3:37 AM,
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